Wednesday, September 27, 2006

People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.
-Elizabeth Kubler Ross
PAULINE is depress and i am conforting her POOR GIRL!
ha my parents are not home yet ok i will blog a little longer! i have study the whole day today had headach 3 times! but IT didnt stop me! i find studying quite cool. i focus on the shit im doing i forget about other stuff! but ha it will only be a while. and here it is my todo list i have finally written down all the shit i want (:
TO-DO list
1. Pass all my subject for End Of Year ( at least 70-80& for 5 subject)
2. Get into 3.2
3. TRY to get into MATH 'o' lvl
4. Play with farm animals
5. Go hikeing
6. Sleep under the stars with my best butties!
7. Go to londom olympic in 2012
8. Be closer to nature
9. line in a log hut and enjoy "what nature have to give"
10. Learn Japanesss
11. TRY/ MUST save electricity/paper
12. GET into PFA council
13. NEVER turn goth/emo
14. Conduct a live band
15. Protest againes burning down of trees
16. SET a cell that supports RECYCLING
17. Collect different leaves
18. lose weight!
19. -
20. try to make some one who hates me to be my friend againe.
21. catch clouds
22. watch broadway
23. A pen with me name carved on it
24. NEVER LUST!
25. NEVER make anyone SAD because of my selfish needs
26. stop being sentitive
27. invent something
28. improve my handwriting
29. collect sand from different beaches in the world
30. make / write an albem
31. photography
32. save the world
33. many colours in my hair
yup that's all to it this is my last blog i will be mugging like shit till i get results! And my brain burst in to juice!!
better?
time flys
9:48 pm
Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Music should strike fire from the heart of man, and bring tears from the eyes of woman.
-Ludwig Van Beethoven
Well 5 more days till end of year! help me. today was alright i got johnathan poster pauline gave! and took some random pictures!
WHY OH WHY did john lose!! he is should win but actually both hardy and john are good so well i guess it was fair. In the morning i listen on the radio it said that hardy had 70% of the vote and well john has 30%. ok well i know hardy is good but john is well not bad too he has the idol look so 40% apart is outragous! john is NOT ALL BAD.
WEll i got to study now! god save me !
listen up!
What does the world has to say.
time flys
4:21 pm
Saturday, September 23, 2006

"What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle.
I had the fright of my life for this whole week, I though I could not go for " forbidden city" scary. My dad showed me a new paper article about the Forbidden City it a flawed. The empress dowager and her brother-in-law is suppose to work together and kill everyone under the emperor but in forbidden city portrait of an empress the brother-in-law threatened to kill the empress so it a flawed! But the whole show was all right all sing not bad I give it 7/10!
I want to watch broad way. Its in one of my TO DO list I have 33 things I want to do! When I am done with my list I shall blog it!!
I am now currently on a call thought msn live with Marilyn and chatting with Pauline
I have no idea what I want to blog about SHIT I was still thinking just now never mind. I fail 3 test boo. Anyway I am bored ok so stop typing !
Listen to this !
A world filled with lust
time flys
8:57 pm
Friday, September 22, 2006

"Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."
There is this shit inside me, i don't know what is going on. I fear to talk about it, or even talk about it. what is wrong with me i what is this! it is wrong in many many ways! exams are comming and im still slacking what is going on with me i suck how am i going to do greater thing if i can't even have just quietly sit and study! ILOVE "AWALKTOREMEMBER" i has hit me emotionlly and mentally! i feel like i want to do something to my suck up life. i even made a TO-DO list ! but not 1/2 of it will be done! i would blog about the list once i get my life sorted out.
the world ends tonight.
time flys
6:21 pm
time flys
8:14 pm
Friday, September 08, 2006

i played maple just now and well i happen to know that this is a MAPLE EVENT! and well these are some of the many barlong THERE WERE 10 over! it was crazy! BARLONG is that back monster thing there! it was totally insane!
luck my char did go there i just watched my sister die over and over againe!
the theme for this event is "aliens attack" what happens is that the at the omaga THE GRAYS and some aliens were not very happy blah so they attack mapleSEA haha

the GRAVE YARD! WOO!! many have dies pro all haha but fun haha WOOO!!
I NEED TO LVL UP! mars is already lvl27!!

anyway today i went for the dumb interview i said" SCREW UP" i didnt know it was a BADWORD! dang it! i hope they don air it !! after the interview went to bubble tea shop with manda and went home . later on went to meet ruth at parkway bought some thing new! haha (: well this bloody picture is upside down! it's a namecard holder well i like it and made it my wallet . it not ah lian and i don have much stuff in my wallet only maple card, ezlink, moneyear, stick !
shit i have not finish hw ! i feel so slack and fat! ARGH tml going over to mels house for project (:
time flys
10:49 pm



haha just for laughts ! no harm (:
anyway! today it was crazy in maple!
some one ! hack GM! there was bar-long everywhere i die 2 times everyone died ! it was crazybut i don think it was hack nor open sack there was 10 over BARLONG! blah.
i have to go for the RADIO interview today (8/8/06) at 1.30 blah blah. darn scared! what am i suppost to say "hi my name is chelsea i'm from sac and well i love maple more than angklung?" haha pauline said "say the opposite of all the bad stuff" blah haha
Q. why do u like angklung band
A. well it is a special thing .. blah no idea
wish me luck !!
time flys
1:05 am
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
no one understands, no one cares, no one bothers, is always me me me! ALWAYS!
time flys
7:30 pm
Monday, September 04, 2006
this world is so violent! not saying i am not violent just today! i got DEFAME TWO TIMES!!! curse you bloody clar! ok so now here's a Short clip of my COUSIN being VERY VIOLENT!
anyway i CAN BLOODY HELL STUDY!! i draw out a bloody timetable!! AND AND I CAN'T KEEP TO IT BLOODY BLOODY I M SO FRECKING STRESS CURSE U BLOODY TIMETABLE . anyway here's how i spent my day !
played with this bitch

"did" homework !! but end up doing this!

can`t take it! went to buy maple card !!!

chat

play maple

made hair (DIFFERENT! not weird!! )

open sack with mars
get defame some how!
went running after 30 min came home and lie on the flood thinking AM I DEAD? and well i was "EMO"
went playing maple againe . watch tv . eat . here typing shit stuff
time flys
10:23 pm
Saturday, September 02, 2006
i am so jealous! my mom bought the new creative zen2 . well somehow my folks don't like ipod "paying so much for that little thing is not worth it i can buy 2 or 3 more zen with that money" well so i am socially outcast in one way or another! oh god help me with my social need give me glamour! haha ok that was one moment of "i am not happy with life -ness"
i am bloody happy i have a red cammer! but i don't know how to upload the bloody picture in to the comp! it's red so it's bloody!
i just lvl up for maple YUPPIE! lvl 19 ! one more lvl and i'm 20 and 10 more and i'm 30! and hello 2nd job!! and now im currently playing a game call "penguin club" it's alright. well deep inside im still a bloody fucked up kid !
time flys
5:15 pm